Which Side?

So much I leave left inside
Others believe that part of me has died
So many thoughts I store away
But still I want to run from everyday
The past should be faded
But my mind is quite shaded
Two lives I try to lead
One tries to constantly plead
Insanity vs. a heart that’s pure
Still the choice remains unsure
The rebel wants her edging side
Though I want to be a future bride
Can I find the middle ground
Before I helplessly drowned?

Keep Fighting

Your scars, yeah I've had them on my wrist
My life, yeah I wonder if it even exist
Those drugs, yeah they affected my brain
Those thought, yeah they made me insane

I also believed there was no solution
No hope for any type of revolution
I believed all reason was gone
So to all, I was withdrawn

Today, the scars have disappeared
Today, my life has become clear
Today, those drugs are a memory
Today, my thoughts aren't the enemy


Our life is a story in the writing
So please, just keep fighting