Addiction

Habits crawling inside of me
Though it's not what's meant to be
Isolated by my own fear
Pushing away ones that are near
My monster has all the control
I wonder if I have a soul
Or anything that's not ripped out
Though i have a serious doubt
The knife glistens with red glitter
Letting go of all the bitter
Time will start to run out tonight
Unless a Hero wants to fight