Wednesday, September 24, 2014
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 9:12 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2014
Then you hear the world Bipolar.
The word Yes was never mentioned.
You face them head on only to fall harder then before.
You racing heart is drowning in the alcohol.
As lungs give way to all the chemicals.
Numbness has crept in.
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 11:55 PM
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
Unable to process,
Life without soul.
But here I am.
Ashes of the heart.
Seem like eternity.
The bells ring,
at the gate of hell.
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 9:22 PM
Sunday, April 27, 2014
I done waiting for your lies
and soaking in falsehoods.
I've learned the art of Good-bye.
Trust me, It's not misunderstood.
I forgive you for the truth,
The one you'll never say.
Just keep blaming youth,
That'll get you far you one day.
You won't even show up for this Good-Bye,
And I need someone to lash out on!
Coward, come face up to your Lies!
So that tomorrow I can be gone.
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 1:39 PM
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
It's always so unexpected
It can't happen to us,
Though its inevitable,
We still try to deny it.
Time is fading
And we don't even notice
Till it's run out
And were left broken.
The ground below
Is in a frozen state,
But not for us.
Or so we think.
Then his time comes.
This is inevitable.
This is real.
Time has ended.
But it rolls on for us
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 3:54 PM
Friday, January 10, 2014
I see we choose the same place,
to cause the same danger.
The change is never in the face,
It's always in the break.
See its just a vicious cycle,
that keeps our smiles so fake.
This game is so primal,
but yet again we face off.
I brace for the next betrayal,
But as usual, you just scoff.
I believe if I stay Loyal,
That all this will change.
But oh what a fool's heart
To think something so deranged.
For our minds are clear set apart.
I'm done with the uphill race.
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 8:39 PM
Thursday, January 2, 2014
I've learned people come and people go
And not too many stick around.
I've learned this can turn a person cold
And cause too much misery.
But I've also learned. . .
Not to let the negative define you.
That it's easy to give up. .
But more fulfilling to move forward.
So many people just walk away,
And I use to just shut down
Every single fucking time,
But not this time. . .
This time, I realize some people
are just that way.
Some people just aren't worth the time,
But they'll be others.
Life is full of twist and turns,
Doubts and plenty of confusion.
Don't get me wrong,
Having walls are fine.
But eventually you'll find,
the one one willing to stay.
The one that is patient,
and see's past those carefully built walls.
Do not lose hope,
but stay selective.
So many will leave,
But its worth the one that stays
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 2:59 PM
Saturday, December 28, 2013
When we meet. . .
Sparks flew through the air,
The intensity began to flare.
In this hopeless attraction,
You where quite the distraction!
As time went by. . .
We faced quite the attack,
but you keep me on track.
A friend in the darkest of times,
But a devil in disguise.
The affair did indeed occur. . .
I suppose to assume love over lust,
was a such a foolish waste of trust!
All the lies just to get inside,
and then forget to say good-bye
The "I told you so"s . . .
I can no longer defend you,
As you say I'm untrue.
To turn you back after all this,
Shows me what I have so blindly missed
How they were so painfully correct,
You nothing but an egotistical mess
Hello Stranger. . .
I really don't know you,
Nor do i really want to.
You see this "amazing" guy,
Made me cry (One too many times)
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 10:04 PM
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
I'm waiting for someone to save me,
But what if he doesn't come?
What if he doesn't believe,
this mess can be undone?
Tonight I continue to dance with strangers.
Make believing that he's superman
Foolish ignoring the dangers
Trapped without a plan
Cant he hear my cries?
I need him,
before it all dies!
The light is starting to dim. . .
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 4:26 PM
Friday, November 29, 2013
Could you not see me breaking down;
Or did you just not care at all?
Were you gonna watch me as I drown;
Or was your stuff already in a u-haul?
Lies piled upon lies became devastating!
How could Love, be just another Line?
This game of yours became suffocating!
Only faded memories, After all this time?
How could I be such an ignorant fool?
And How could you just be, so Cruel?
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 9:14 PM