Armageddon

The serpent whispers in the wind once again
Comforting lies undermines to destruction 
Lust, addictions, the ways of the world
Conforming, Controlling while love is curled
Anger, Agony, Arrogance swell up among us
As mere humans continue to transgress
Drifting from love, patience and mercy
Deceived to believe they are unworthy
As the Fallen plot Armageddon  
Using the masses as a weapon
The Bible though will stand without falter
The followers remain unaltered
Triumph will ring through Heaven
After stomping Satan's oppression
For now it's time to choose your side
Carefully you shall pick your allied
For the war's future is laid out
Without so much a single doubt
The choice rest in your hands
And goes deeper than the lands
Eternal Love or Earthly Lust
A choice becomes a must
For if none thou are fallen too
With mockery of Satan's masses rule
Time is running short
Who do you support?

Judgment

My skin is pierced and tainted black
My lust may get the best of me
I live within all the world's sin
Hypocrites are ready to attack
Hoping to defeat what's left of me
But they don't know where to begin
Ignorant of everything they lack
Fake but so ready to judge me
With society they surely blend
The lies begin to lose track
Drowning in the open sea
Consumed by earthly skin
Reaching for a helping hand
No longer pretending life is grand
Grasping for a Bible this time
Tired of rhyme and crime
Realizing God's love does not condemn
Instead it Saves, Jesus saves

Unheard Riot

I know your fears,
I have faced them all before
I know your pain,
I have felt your scars
I know your tears,
For I have cried them too

But I don't know why,
They control our fears
Why we let them cut our scars
Why we waste our tears on such monstrosity

Where is our backbone?
Where is our voice?
Our riot is unheard!
As an outcast we hold power
We are individuals
We are strong
And we should not give up

Dear Bobby

Today hits harder than days before

As birthday wishes light up a page,

Wishes that barely hit the ceiling

Never less than reach up to heaven,

Where you fly with eagles and angels

You lead the band in glorious praise,

Another day you have prefect bliss

Selfish it would be to want you back

While you stay in the arms of Jesus,

But oh I miss your smile and that cape,  

My wish though is to make this amend

The one you will never get to hear

And the roses you will never receive,

To wait another day is too late

 I realize as I wipe the leaves away,

This grave marks the regret left inside

A lesson to learn as bridges burn,

Forgiveness lingers within your soul
Though too far away in heaven’s realm,

I hope you know of my compassion

As we wait to be reunited,

But for now you live in memory

With such cherished love from an old friend

Fallen

Heaven or Hell, she could not decide
 So she was cast out from above
Losing all the gracious love
Love or Power, she could not decide
For she was so blind to the devil's lie
So to both, she had to say goodbye
Scream, Yell, Shout your worst
Show them the hate so dear to Satan
Hypocrite this wrath is your sin
Kick, Stab, Do your worst
Make your voice the only sound
So to this hate, she is bound
In the end, your the reason she hit the ground

Truth is

We avoid dying at any cost
As though it will never take place
But we know it all ends in fire or frost
Still we continue to live in a haste
As if next week will always come
As if one season always leads to another
Though we watch the death of a brother
Indulging in the grief of rum
We stumble around in a deep sleep
Unaware of natures comforting calm
Not caring of a soul that is deep
Losing the praise of every psalm
The truth is you learn to live as you die
When it's not so scary to say good-bye

Facing Reality

Days were dark and cold
Nights consumed in agony without an end
There was no one around to hold
Alone my heart could not mend
There has to be more to existance
A purpose, A love, some reason
Maybe it's time to destroy fences
To accept the change of the season
Let winter be decimated by spring
Snow drowns in bright sun light
Healing begins in the angels wing
No more escape though in the fight
Exposed to all the frozen lies
Forced to say final good-byes  

School

Words spoke in a haste
For there is no time to waste
Don't be such an ignorant fool
Only the rich can actually rule

Soul

Sin has tainted the soul
And the heart has taken a toll
tears pour out like a flood
Leaving only the taste of blood
Face down on the ragged foor
Remember there is no lock on the door
While your down start to pray
Don't Forget the end is not today
These problems are actually quite small
When you realize God stands tall
You were caught up in your rhyme
While wasting precious time
Love is the answer to fear
So wipe away every tear
Perfection is not your goal
Just give Jesus that tainted Soul
I promise he will make you whole ♥

Mistakes

I've learned the proper good-bye
And how not to cry
I've heard all the lines
I've caused so much to undermine
I do not place blame
For the heart is not a game
One mistake can be too much
Turn this into a pile of dust
Once again I cause the end
Without a chance to amend
Same story with a new face
So far from mercy and grace

Get Real

Rebel without a cause
Eagerly waiting for a star light dream
Animated for unreasonable change
Lying to ones self twisting reality

Fallen Angel

Chained to darkness, organizing Armageddon

While wings engulf in the flames of Hades  

Rebellion of a worthless cause

Searching for redemption

Begging for love

Help her

Response to Previous Post

For the world is blind to see
everything that you could be
Foolish I must say,
For they waste away the day
Importance they do lack
Along with their failed attack
Look just beyond the hate
And the ignorance growing rate
Love's strengthen begins to glow
Hope your ready for a show
For this world has not seen
An epic duo like you and me

Poem From My Boyfriend

What is there to see in me?
This is no poem of insecurity
Just one out of curiosity
Most approach me with animosity
They treat me with inhumanity
Laughing at their atrocities
But you treat me differently
Show me the up most generosity
A feeling of amorosity
I have protection, strosty
Others look at me as a monstrosity
As I go through the day anonymously
Keeping under the radar, complete animosity
You look at me with complete virtuosity
They see me me, quite plainly
What they say comes out vainly
For that, my heart, I give to you willingly

This is Halloween

I want a love like Sally and Jack
A Christmas orange and black
Let everyday be Halloween
And I will be its queen
I want to live in this land
Where it is never bland
Where there is no throwing snowballs
Only throwing heads
"and absolutely no one's dead"
And just because I can't see it
Doesn't mean I won't believe it
This is the most horrible vision
Oh how splendid!
All I need is you to be my Jack
All dressed in black
My " master of fright
And a demon of light"
That can take off your head
For you are dead
Forever I will be your sally
And live in this Halloween Valley!

Another Poem

Attempt to write the pain away
Same shit, different damned day
Nothing ever new to say!
There's an aching in my brain
Please tell me I haven't gone insane!
What drug is this running through my vein?
Stupid words have to rhyme,
This is a waste of worthless time
Such nonsense should be a lethal crime!
My twisted actions, so disarray
Trapped in thoughts too mundane
A life stuck in sicking, insane slime

Ending

Love begins to fade away
Though it's a bright sunny day
Mascara begins to run
though heartbreak is far from done
Forever wasn't long enough
Though I tried to stay tough
Sisterhood flies away in the wind
Forcing this to be the end

Pressure

 

 

 

 

 

I'm sorry that my hair and skin are tainted black,
My hair isn't blonde enough to blend right in.
I apologize my piercings are so taboo,
Too many holes to please society.
Forgive me for my ideas are absurd,
Normality can never be my style.

Once again I brace for the attack,
Waiting for the end before it even begins.
Searching through lies for what's true,
To determine what's "meant to be."
Another voice gone unheard,
For society's pressure has gone hostile.

Deciet

Another jab through the heart
Countless tears join the flood
As emotions are torn apart,
The deceit pours out with blood.
Mascara stains her once beautiful face
Holes destroy the fabric of life
As she discovers her misplace
Another group to be cast out
His trust ruined over the assumed
More people to reassure doubt
Her luck seems doomed
For no one ever sticks around
And her face stays planted on the ground

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Twisted Time

Despair inside a twisted soul
Already tainted black
While insanity takes its toll
As strength begins to lack

Deeply falling, falling
Waiting for the end
Just to start crawling
The insainty is just about to begin

Twisted you may call this look,
for sane is not the word
of these writing painted black
And feelings so absurd

But this is my time
And my wasted Rhyme

Alone

Poem is not about New Moon

Waves crashing on the rocks
Drowning in the shallow end
Innocent bystanders on the docks
I hope not to offend
By the weakness that holds me
Bound to this fate by despair
No one willing to pay the fee
Selflessness becomes to rare
As i slowly slip away
On this bright and sunny day

Dear John Love

Bullets fly all around
Bodies begin to hit the ground
No chance for good-bye
No time to sit and cry
Sallow the pity and despair
As your heart begins to tear
For a place to call home
To not be solemnly alone
Miss the love ones far away
Dreaming of them everyday
Their the hope in your eye
The strength to go by and by
All that's left in this place
A friend's love is grace

Black Rose

Blacken Rose bleeding crimson
While thunder and lighting begin
Soaking that poor rose in sin
The darkest night will soon pass
Than greener can grow the grass
Reminding her why she is here
Shedding blood, sweat and fear
Rose refuses to fade away
Waiting for a brighter day
Wading in a new start
With a healing heart

Twisted View

Back from Basic...shit didn't work out
My depression really took a toll...
So I'm back for now
Which means you get a view into my Twisted Mind.....

My First Tattoo

Forgive

"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is an attribute of the strong" -Gandhi
And with that quote, that sums out my feelings towards the guy I've been writing about, I leave my blog for 9weeks (Basic training)

Fit to Forgive

Furry flies fast altering seasons
Frost bite without much reason
Forgiveness unavailable in this wind
For winter and spring begin to blend

Isolated in ice by misplaced blame
Insanely offering something sane
Ice has covered your young soul
I'm trapped taking the ice's toll

Terribly tearing tears form my eye
That's defiantly a frozen spring lie
Time will reveal that you're wrong
Though I have enjoyed Spring all along

Foolish would it be to waste the sunlight
Insane to believe that you are worth a fight
This Twisted Soul will rejoice without you tonight!

Defeted in Love (version 2)

As the bomb flies through the air
My heart still feels despair
For the girl back home
Who left me all alone

All that's left now is smoke
As for my heart by your cruel joke
I guess I wasn't enough
As if this place isn't already tough

Another mission completed
But as for love I am defeated
Time to pack up again
But without you I can not win

***This is the version I wrote for my friend before he put his lines in with it

Defeated in Love

 
As bombs fall from the air
My heart still feels deep despair
For the girl back home
Who left me all alone


My heart is aching
& My back is breaking
I love her so
But she keeps say'n no
  
Got a dangerous life ahead
Hope i don't end up dead
I hope she will see
We was meant to last for eternity
  
I hope she'll forget me
But i doubt she will agree
I try to keep my head held high
But somtimes i just break down & cry


All that's left now is smoldering fires & choking smoke
similar to my  heart after your real cruel joke
Everytime i think of you
I start felling kinda blue


 I guess I wasn't enough
As if this place isn't already tough
Another mission completed
But as for love I am defeated


Time to pack up again
But without you I cannot win


I co-wrote this with a friend is just beginning to write; Stanzas 1, 6-7 are mine

Rose Brier

The edge of desire
Pulsing through a red rose
Deceiving with brier
Continuing it's outward grow

He is the flowing rain
His touch is my supply
As I lose what's sane
Rain falls from the sky

Addiction grows strong
Drowning that pour rose
Ignorantly ignoring the wrong
Because of what is exposed

Flirting with the edge of desire
Forgetting he is a liar

Twenty First Century Insanity

No longer will I wait up for you
For too long has time grew
And showed me my mistakes,
Your daggers and stakes
Freedom runs through the creek
With the pureness I seek.
Barefoot I walk the trail
For blindly I have fell,
Twentieth Century insanity
blends so well with its vanity.
The old Magic is left behind
By this world's small mind.

Pure

The Magically Untouchable awaits,
Down the stream of pure nature
So close to reality,
Yet untouched by insanity
She's there:
Dipping in to the old world
Embraced though by our world
Everything beyond words
Sight or Emotion
But nothing at all,
Except the insanity sinking in!
She is my Fairy
The pureness left inside of me

Runaway

Attempt to write away the  pain
For what else is there to gain?
Inside spikes up the hate
Myself begins to depreciate

Runaway another time
While others remain blind
Kick, Scream, Shout!
while others start to doubt

Place blame where it belongs
Tell me it's not wrong
I can't control insanity
Far away from humanity

Fools' Heart



I feel her heart race,
And envy her life's grace.
Her warmth intrigues me
With this innocence I see,
The blood calls me close.
Ignorance is her diagnose:
I smell her lust quit strong,
Hear it in her voice like a song.

A fools heart is most capturing

For you can feel it shattering

As the truth is uncovered.

My Identity is discovered

Right before death does us part.

Poor, Poor fools heart

Perspetive Reality

On the edge of reality
At the calming sea
On the edge of a breakthrough
Deciphering what's true.

There goes gravity
And "meant to be"
There goes me and you
In the oceans blue

I see never ending possibility
Without any guarantee
I see it's time to review
What I thought I knew

Empty

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


The words I said I didn't mean.

Angry, agony swell up in me.
Overwhelming pain drowns me.
Your gone.
There is no forever.
I become lost, broken but alive.
Life is now a strange sensation.
What is life without love?

Running Away

Another second, hour, day away
Taking a step towards over you
Ignoring memories that replay
Another night I made it through
Scars begin to slowly heal
I begin to see God's Grace
Though this break is not ideal
Another moment to pick up the pace

End

Searching for a way
To end this dreadful day
The sun has already set
Though the night is not over yet

The razor calls out to me
Promises I can be free
But I know it lies all to well
Restraint is about to fail

Need out of this mess
Away from the stress
I miss my friend
This can't be the end

Wrong

Girl hard to handle
And a long shot gamble
Walks a bit sideways
Almost everyday

Suffers a fool's heart
Writing insane art
Dealing with the pain
Though she won't complain

You are just scar
Not a shooting star
You have done her wrong
And obviously she don't belong

Complacited Love

Roses are red
with prickly thorns
Pretty till dead
And then you mourn

Flames are bright
And dangerous too
Sporadic fight
It's always new

Flame is a glow
Roses are bright
Please don't let go
For you I'll fight

Question

A fools heart
Or a wise man's brain
This will surely drive me insane

A Vampire's Winter

Winter wind freezing all
Conforming with pure snow
Killing what's left of fall,
The last of the sun's glow

Scarlet eyes burn threw ice
Glaring through to her heart
Dying love is summer's price
For the sun keeps them apart

Winter's darkness surrounds her
But tonight she remains alone
Listening to a new prey's laughter,
A fools heart listening to the unknown

Not ok

Crystals fall from my eyes
Scarlet tears roll down my wrist
Not strong enough for good-byes
My lips still recall being kissed

Your voice sounds numb
And whispers through the wind
Pain beating like a drum
The heart can not mend

Hold tight to the phone
It's the only link to  you
Since I'm mistake prone
And there's nothing left to do

You can't pretend this is ok
While I silently drift away
Please forgive my wrong
Your where I Belong