The pen runs dry
our last good bye
Gone forever
This ain't better
My tears still fall
I can't stand tall
I still miss you
You it's true
Though I still run
We have to be done
These feelings I write away
So moving on will be done
By the start of a new day
It's time again to have fun
I'm not a stupid Princess
Need no one to save me
Don't want to hear you confess
I'm own my own, Can't you see
I never needed you here
But I will always love you dear
The last grain of sand
Ending note of songs
Don't need an extra hand
he doesn't belong
I will walk ahead
In the shinning sun
While he lays in bed
What is done is done
These writings are a way of life
To make it through each painful night
Without having to use the knife
In this world it's always a fight
The pencil writes down all my pain
It's the very least to keep me sane
Romeo and Juliet
Are on this very stage set
Dying in this last moment
That they believe fate has sent
But could it be a mistake
Three days isn't long to make
A love that is forever
Separate worlds may be better
But their deaths keep this secret
Suicide was the last hit
Could this love be worth it all
Death, suicide, the fall?
What a fool to believe
With all that I can see
When words are all a lie
Why can't I say good bye
Who is she, better than me
Why do I still believe
When she is there for you
With comfort I can't do
What a way to end the day
Who would love me anyway?
The light goes out of the flare
Not even leaving a prayer
There is so much left to say
Though you can't be here today
For you have to life your life
Even though mine is of strife
That is no concern of you
Just like the moon isn't blue
The stars can't fade out the night
And you can't be worth the fight
As I sleep my dreams begin
Even here you are the end
The suicide of true love
There is no hope from above
Here you are on another night
Take my hand like there was no fight
For now the pain will go away
no awful words are there to say
Please drown everything that was wrong
I haven't seen you in so long
Since the last dream you walked upon
You keep me praying from each dawn
Together again we can be
Though this is not reality
I'll settle for a Dream Walker
If that's all that's left to offer
Maybe I won't wake up again
And This dream will never end
(more Dream Walker feelings below)
http://justanothertwistedsoul.blogspot.com/2010/07/dream-walker.html
Admit I love him though
Before twilight he is not alive
Cannibal is what some will say but
Don't be tricked by a play of words
Every night will be lethal
For he lives to feed and murder
Gaining soul and strength he will
Hinder worthless beings
I though am not worthless
Just because love is true
Kiss away the pain of death
Lie to me about what's next
Make me like you are
Never will I be worthless
Others will envy at my sight
Problems will be no more
Questions about you will be
Reveled when I am different
Sadness will be left behind with
Thoughts of past destroyed
Uniformed men will be no match
Victory will live in my blood
Why would I wish any different
Xamine my worthiness tonight
Yonder take me away
Zip the thread of life away tonight
The day is young but hard to bear
Nothing at all is ever fair
Like the midnight sun you can not see
or everything that's "meant to be"
The frailty of every soul
Joins depression to take it's toll
While her arm soaks in blood red tears
Letting go of these so called fears
The ones around see nothing wrong
though she knows she doesn't belong
Love is what is wants to believe
Harm though she doesn't want to see
No one should have to go through this
She wants her friends to have their bliss
She keeps running till far away
And lets the rest enjoy their day
Tonight the world turns upside down
Without so much of a small sound
No promise can even stay true
While there's nothing else left to do
No hope to gain but bear the harm
Don't wait for the blaring alarm
Open the eyes to what's been blind
Don't get stuck with ones left behind
Nothings changed it's all the same
So don't run to make another blame
You saw things from a different eye
And had to say a last Good Bye
Fate won't change for what you call love
While still you find hope from above
Don't hold your breathe for what is right
Reality is quite a bite
