Stranger

When we meet. . .
Sparks flew through the air,
The intensity began to flare.
In this hopeless attraction,
You where quite the distraction!

As time went by. . .
We faced quite the attack,
but you keep me on track.
A friend in the darkest of times,
But a devil in disguise.

The affair did indeed occur. . .
I suppose to assume love over lust,
was a such a foolish waste of trust!
All the lies just to get inside,
and then forget to say good-bye

The "I told you so"s . . .
I can no longer defend you,
As you say I'm untrue.
To turn you back after all this,
Shows me what I have so blindly missed
How they were so painfully correct,
You nothing but an egotistical mess

Hello Stranger. . .
I really don't know you,
Nor do i really want to.
You see this "amazing" guy,
Made me cry (One too many times)

Waiting

I'm waiting for someone to save me,
But what if he doesn't come?
What if he doesn't believe,
this mess can be undone?

Tonight I continue to dance with strangers.
Make believing that he's superman
Foolish ignoring the dangers
Trapped without a plan

Cant he hear my cries?
I need him,
before it all dies!
The light is starting to dim. . .

Cruel Game

Could you not see me breaking down;
Or did you just not care at all?
Were you gonna watch me as I drown;
Or was your stuff already in a u-haul?

Lies piled upon lies became devastating!
How could Love, be just another Line?
This game of yours became suffocating!
Only faded memories, After all this time?

How could I be such an ignorant fool?
And How could you just be, so Cruel?

Manic Depressive

That manic state is reoccurring,
While numb feelings close the gaps.
The heartbreak is indeed incurring,
As I wait for the collapse . . .
Indecisive on the chance to leave,
While time is caving in upon me.
Do I simply choose to deceive;
Or stop trying to flee?
The answer isn’t so black and white!
Even after all this time,
It’s still quite a fright!

Holding On

Don't ya ever just get tired,
Of the dial done ringing in your ear?
Does being alone,
Ever become overwhelming?
The scars so carefully hidden,
Do they really help the mental pain?

The tone is numbing now.
Being alone has become the norm.
Pain is only weakness.

Short answers rely,
on what's left unsaid
Not so much a cry for help,
As a Song of Strength,
Of Holding On

Those Nights (Alternate Ending to Faded Memories)

Shooting stars and brown guitars
Autumn leaves floating softly
Gray eyes, Purple shoes
Happy melodies, pink pick
Driving through the night
With no real destination
The cool beach air,
On a midnight stroll
Just dreaming and believing
Such crazy butterflies.
Memories,
That shall not fade  

Something New

Your breathe is too close,
Taste too intoxicating.
So many thoughts imposed,
You're just oh so fascinating!

One kiss leads to another,
While night fades into a new day.
There's so much left to discover,
So many words left to say. . .

It's still the summer season,
Secrets remain under key.
But if the monster is to disagree,
To learn the name, Steven. . .

To handle the attack. . .
is too much to hope,
though I'm starting to devote
To this Fatal attraction

One step too far,
Could induce a broken heart. . .
It's worth the risk
Of the feeling: Just Kissed ♥

Numb

I'm being told to write
but i have nothing to say.
Which is quite a fright!
The monster has gone astray. . .

What if he's my only light,,
my dark and passionate insight?

The madness may be key!
The very absence I adore,
May be the only thing to see!
What if I need the raging war?

I need something to believe,
that will set me free!

Darling, It Just Can't Be

Darling your expectations are just too high,
And I'm drowning as more days go by.
This isn't the love you strive for my dear,
And in time it will be oh so clear.

But his kiss is something new. . .
You can see it in my eyes,
That this could be something true.
Don't you see the brighter skies?

Darling, Please don't cry again this time,
Or act as though this is such a lethal crime.
My dear, Try to find your own brighter sky,
It's not as though you don't already fly so high.

There isn't room for compromise. . .
Our story can't be revised,
So, Stop trying to over analyze!
You shouldn't even be surprised.

So Darling, Please hold your head up for a new start,
broken is not of the words that should describe our hearts

Fading Memories

Shooting stars and brown guitars
Autumn leaves floating softly
Gray eyes, Purple shoes
Happy melodies, pink pick
All to soon shall memories fade

Ask and Thy Shall Recieve

Try not to ask,
but still thy question.
If there's an unseen mask,
Leading to depression.



Key elements may be lost,
As thy blindly walk about.
Never knowing the true cost,
Which may cause quite a doubt!

But still thy venture on,
as an uncertain fool.
As blindness has thy drawn,
Thy future may be cruel!

Who Doesn't?

We scream, we shout, we place blame.
We hug, We kiss, We make up.
You push and push,
I rebel.
You hold me in your arms,
And its so relaxing.
Darling your morals are so high,
So easy to drown in.
Your Smile is contagious,
Nothing makes me feel better!
Rich Kid with big expectations meets
Rebellious check without a cause.
Sometimes it's just crazy,
But who doesn't love a Roller Coaster?

Delaying

Love and lies they intertwine
begin to define "I'm just fine."
Pain and happiness swell within
Causing the greatest of all sin.
Coffee and chocolate, quite a delight.
The mask will cover your inner fight.
But Why oh why, must you try
To delay this fateful good bye.
Endings create beginnings
And they aren't always cringing!