Diamonds Fall

His diamond tears touch the ground
You can smell the fear all around
His smile is plastered on tight
Trying to avoid another fight
This pain I can not bear
My heart begins to tear
For I can't help him today
All that's left to do is pray
I want to hold him close
But instead I am froze
This is his battle to prepare
All I can do is sit and stare
Diamonds shatter as they fall
I attempt to catch them all
Still they shatter all around
Escaping to the ground

Fireman's Love

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Winter wind flies around

I receive a forest fire call

Dead leaves hit the ground
I remain trying to stall
Your face is all I see
I know you’re watching inside
But I stare at the tree
Please don’t cry
But now I have to leave
Just let me know you love me
And that we are meant to be
My truck drives away
The forest is overcome by flames
Animals absently scurry
It’s time to take aim
The fire is full of fury
Others yell commands
I see your brown eyes
And only hope you understand
This life that undermines
I recall you say saying you love me
And that we are meant to be
That keeps me strong

Throughout the fight

Because I know where I belong

Back in your sight

I watch the door fly

You run into my arms

True love never dies

No need for me to be alarmed

I know you love me

And that we are meant to be

**this is dedicated to my friend Chris, an amazing firefighter and lover. His girl is very lucky to have such an amazing guy**

I Believe

I believe in Spring
through the winter nights
through the pain heartache brings
I believe in the Light
though I can't see they day
through the pouring tears
I believe in the Blue Jay
and all the the little dears
though it's the wrong season
I believe in Flowers
without winter's reason
through all the long hours
I believe I will Heal
though you are not here
Love is real
Spring is coming this year

Alone

Helpless, I walked away
And you let me go
So I couldn't stay
My heart took a blow
Desperately, I held tight
But you found her
And left me alone tonight
The heart break incur
Sadly, I died inside
You don't love me
helplessly I cried
Our love was meant to be

Good-Bye

I could just lay here
Give into to the pain
Let go of my fear
And go insane
the comforting cold
calls my name
But I have to stand bold
Walk away from the game
Face my demons
Pick up my pride
Forget these reasons
I use for a guide
Tell you good-bye
And do not cry
Just another lesson to learn
With a picture to burn

Beauty

The sky remains blue
With nothing to do
The heart is done broke
Not leaving a joke
This wind still whispers
A sound so pure
The ocean still flows
Without such a foe
Proof that life's beauty
Goes beyond duty
Beyond me and you
Even with nothing to do

Preface to my first book: Confessions of a Juliet

I feel as though I’m merely a character in a book or just another typical, over dramatic teenage girl. But I am so much more. I’m the twenty first century Juliet desperately trying to cling to my Romeo but this unjust society will not let us be. There’s nothing I can possible do to save us but to simply sit and wait. But how can I simply sit and wait when life could be ending. I’m not easily fooled; I have read about many star-crossed lovers and there are two destinies that lie ahead of them. One of course is the famous Romeo and Juliet who tragically die for love and two is Twilight’s Bella and Edward who overcome all odds and live happily ever after. I’m not sure I believe in fairy tales and sparkling vampires though.