Reality:

Perfection: unattainable.
Death: achievable
Everything Else: Circumstantial.  

What if

What if I told you everything wasn't alright,
That this is a battle that I can not fight?
If I told you I couldn't get through the night,
Would you attempt to be my shinning light?
Do you see this pain, I feel like a lost kite. . .
Depression taking a never-ending flight,
That just keeps soaring out of sight!
Even this fake smile no longer looks bright,
When the knowledge of numbness isn't a fright!
What if I told you I'm tired of people being polite,
and being told trendy is my usual living dead white!
Do you even believe there is a chance to reunite,
Or is this just another pointless subject to write?
Have you noticed that the bracelets are seemingly tight,
And the crazy emotions has hit its all time height?
Do you miss the fire that together we ignite,
Will you please tell me I can set this right?

Silence

Silence to deal with my thoughts,
While a raging war tugs me apart!
Where are the lines drawn;
Am I simply your playing pawn?
Distance spreads a new perspective,
Leaving so much time to be reflective.
Freedom vs. the wanting we all desire,
Will this end in freezing ice or fire?
Or perhaps love will shine through
Connect the souls of us two.
Still silence to deal with my thoughts
While a raging war tugs me apart!

School

Words spoke in a haste
For there is no time to waste
Don't be such an ignorant fool
Only the rich can actually rule

Get Real

Rebel without a cause
Eagerly waiting for a star light dream
Animated for unreasonable change
Lying to ones self twisting reality

Dear John Love

Bullets fly all around
Bodies begin to hit the ground
No chance for good-bye
No time to sit and cry
Sallow the pity and despair
As your heart begins to tear
For a place to call home
To not be solemnly alone
Miss the love ones far away
Dreaming of them everyday
Their the hope in your eye
The strength to go by and by
All that's left in this place
A friend's love is grace

Beauty

The sky remains blue
With nothing to do
The heart is done broke
Not leaving a joke
This wind still whispers
A sound so pure
The ocean still flows
Without such a foe
Proof that life's beauty
Goes beyond duty
Beyond me and you
Even with nothing to do

About Time

 
 
 
 
 



 
Hour glass running low
Almost time to go
Mute voice unheard
So choice is absurd
Please speak Now
Or take a bow
For the theater
With an act of sweetener
Back to reality
Truth be your affinity
Beware love can fade
It's time a choice is made
Hour glass running low
It's about time to go

Hope

Another dark unending night
While never giving up a hopeless fight
Love is unstoppable or so we say
Because we know each night turns to day
Or at least we hope it wont rain forever
While we thirve on summer being better
We both believe in love just to survive
And it's our love that makes us feel alive
Even in the night there's light from Fireflies
If stars could love there would be no more good-bye
They could save us all from what we call life
No more pain, suffering or even strife
And then again we know the star can't love
Though we still live from the hope from above

(Need A) Hero

Anger breeds all this depression you see
Nothing ever what I want it to be
Home being an abandoned forest grave
A hero that doesn't know how to save
Love conquers all that it can consume
But is it the answer or is it doom
Fake smiles hold all the happiness in place
Though there is nothing left to be called grace
With every day turning into the night
A hopeless cause makes me give up the fight
Reuse me from what's crawling in my skin
I really don't want this to be the end

Dreams

Dreams are far from reality

The hope passes by while fading

This unseen faith is nowhere here

Abondenment is all that's left

Each midnight sky surronding me

With the tears of stars drownding me

The moon bleeds red that can't be seen

Every shaddow dies in darkness

So the lies can no longer hide

This truth is the darkest anger

What produces reality

The opposite of what we dream

Reality is the nightmare

People wish the could wake up from

Though a wish is just like a dream

False hope to keep you hanging on

Keep fighting for all your dreams

And all you will discover is...

Dreams are far from reality

Forgotten

Midnight sun glaring blackness all around
A poor soul left abondonded in the ground
No mark to prove all the unspoken love
Depression holding him down from above
Lost deep in the forest of forever
Begging for the deception of better
never the less all hope will disapear
But never fading is the constant fear
The pain of regret from all past mistakes
and everything surronded by fakes
Midnight sun burning his abondoned grave
Repeating the hell, never to be saved

World View

Walking a little bit sideways
While on the wrong side of the road
several weeks flow into days
and every prince is just a toad
though the nothings are a something
cause the world is presived through eyes
of a vocalist that can not sing
and fancy men without a tie
cause suicide is just another way to die