Judgment

My skin is pierced and tainted black
My lust may get the best of me
I live within all the world's sin
Hypocrites are ready to attack
Hoping to defeat what's left of me
But they don't know where to begin
Ignorant of everything they lack
Fake but so ready to judge me
With society they surely blend
The lies begin to lose track
Drowning in the open sea
Consumed by earthly skin
Reaching for a helping hand
No longer pretending life is grand
Grasping for a Bible this time
Tired of rhyme and crime
Realizing God's love does not condemn
Instead it Saves, Jesus saves

Fallen

Heaven or Hell, she could not decide
 So she was cast out from above
Losing all the gracious love
Love or Power, she could not decide
For she was so blind to the devil's lie
So to both, she had to say goodbye
Scream, Yell, Shout your worst
Show them the hate so dear to Satan
Hypocrite this wrath is your sin
Kick, Stab, Do your worst
Make your voice the only sound
So to this hate, she is bound
In the end, your the reason she hit the ground

Ending

Love begins to fade away
Though it's a bright sunny day
Mascara begins to run
though heartbreak is far from done
Forever wasn't long enough
Though I tried to stay tough
Sisterhood flies away in the wind
Forcing this to be the end

Deciet

Another jab through the heart
Countless tears join the flood
As emotions are torn apart,
The deceit pours out with blood.
Mascara stains her once beautiful face
Holes destroy the fabric of life
As she discovers her misplace
Another group to be cast out
His trust ruined over the assumed
More people to reassure doubt
Her luck seems doomed
For no one ever sticks around
And her face stays planted on the ground

Defeated in Love

 
As bombs fall from the air
My heart still feels deep despair
For the girl back home
Who left me all alone


My heart is aching
& My back is breaking
I love her so
But she keeps say'n no
  
Got a dangerous life ahead
Hope i don't end up dead
I hope she will see
We was meant to last for eternity
  
I hope she'll forget me
But i doubt she will agree
I try to keep my head held high
But somtimes i just break down & cry


All that's left now is smoldering fires & choking smoke
similar to my  heart after your real cruel joke
Everytime i think of you
I start felling kinda blue


 I guess I wasn't enough
As if this place isn't already tough
Another mission completed
But as for love I am defeated


Time to pack up again
But without you I cannot win


I co-wrote this with a friend is just beginning to write; Stanzas 1, 6-7 are mine

They Don't Own Me

At the edge ready to jump
On all their evil hearts
With their unclean desires
Crumble the dreams of all
In hopes of being set free
From the perfection they seek
Of this twisted soul of mine
This life I lead is double
Causing unneeded trouble
The chains begin to burn
And a choice has to come
The chains break under pressure
As I realize they don't own me

What, With, When, Why, Who?

What a fool to believe
With all that I can see
When words are all a lie
Why can't I say good bye
Who is she, better than me
Why do I still believe
When she is there for you
With comfort I can't do
What a way to end the day
Who would love me anyway?

No Shaddows

The stars fade out to the darkest night
Lack of Hope is the cause of no fight
The new moon glistens with poisin black
Hidden red fron the knife in her back
Such aloneness is an empty feel
Such a best friend with a broken deal
Never imagine this type of pain
Being numb is keeping her this sane
Angel is what everyone can sww
But hidden horns are what's meant to be
The shaddows can be what's really true
During the night though, there's no shaddows for you
The stars fade out to the darkest night
The lies reveal cause there is no light

Sucide

Standing at the gate of hell
Anger turns to pure hatred
Fire burns while people yell
But still cant escape the dred
The ones left above will cry
The fake love will never fade
Sicking her inside
This fate of hell which they paid
With all their ovibous lies
Can't be undone in way
The posion stris but doesn't kill
Agony swells up everyday
The same way you can never deal
Standing at the of hell
You go in as you here the bell