Future

Drown out the screams
Escape to another life.
Drift of into a day dream,
Ignore the crimson knife.

Seek the rainbows tranquility
As the thunder overpowers
Don't get stuck in typically,
Root assurance as a flower. 

Child, this is not your fate.
The sky will one day be brighter,
You are not bound to the hate.
Do not become a fighter

Drown out the past
You are what you create
A loving contrast
With a pure white slate

Keep Fighting

Your scars, yeah I've had them on my wrist
My life, yeah I wonder if it even exist
Those drugs, yeah they affected my brain
Those thought, yeah they made me insane

I also believed there was no solution
No hope for any type of revolution
I believed all reason was gone
So to all, I was withdrawn

Today, the scars have disappeared
Today, my life has become clear
Today, those drugs are a memory
Today, my thoughts aren't the enemy


Our life is a story in the writing
So please, just keep fighting

Unheard Riot

I know your fears,
I have faced them all before
I know your pain,
I have felt your scars
I know your tears,
For I have cried them too

But I don't know why,
They control our fears
Why we let them cut our scars
Why we waste our tears on such monstrosity

Where is our backbone?
Where is our voice?
Our riot is unheard!
As an outcast we hold power
We are individuals
We are strong
And we should not give up

Facing Reality

Days were dark and cold
Nights consumed in agony without an end
There was no one around to hold
Alone my heart could not mend
There has to be more to existance
A purpose, A love, some reason
Maybe it's time to destroy fences
To accept the change of the season
Let winter be decimated by spring
Snow drowns in bright sun light
Healing begins in the angels wing
No more escape though in the fight
Exposed to all the frozen lies
Forced to say final good-byes  

Black Rose

Blacken Rose bleeding crimson
While thunder and lighting begin
Soaking that poor rose in sin
The darkest night will soon pass
Than greener can grow the grass
Reminding her why she is here
Shedding blood, sweat and fear
Rose refuses to fade away
Waiting for a brighter day
Wading in a new start
With a healing heart

Twenty First Century Insanity

No longer will I wait up for you
For too long has time grew
And showed me my mistakes,
Your daggers and stakes
Freedom runs through the creek
With the pureness I seek.
Barefoot I walk the trail
For blindly I have fell,
Twentieth Century insanity
blends so well with its vanity.
The old Magic is left behind
By this world's small mind.

Perspetive Reality

On the edge of reality
At the calming sea
On the edge of a breakthrough
Deciphering what's true.

There goes gravity
And "meant to be"
There goes me and you
In the oceans blue

I see never ending possibility
Without any guarantee
I see it's time to review
What I thought I knew

Running Away

Another second, hour, day away
Taking a step towards over you
Ignoring memories that replay
Another night I made it through
Scars begin to slowly heal
I begin to see God's Grace
Though this break is not ideal
Another moment to pick up the pace

Wrong

Girl hard to handle
And a long shot gamble
Walks a bit sideways
Almost everyday

Suffers a fool's heart
Writing insane art
Dealing with the pain
Though she won't complain

You are just scar
Not a shooting star
You have done her wrong
And obviously she don't belong

I Believe

I believe in Spring
through the winter nights
through the pain heartache brings
I believe in the Light
though I can't see they day
through the pouring tears
I believe in the Blue Jay
and all the the little dears
though it's the wrong season
I believe in Flowers
without winter's reason
through all the long hours
I believe I will Heal
though you are not here
Love is real
Spring is coming this year

Good-Bye

I could just lay here
Give into to the pain
Let go of my fear
And go insane
the comforting cold
calls my name
But I have to stand bold
Walk away from the game
Face my demons
Pick up my pride
Forget these reasons
I use for a guide
Tell you good-bye
And do not cry
Just another lesson to learn
With a picture to burn

Beauty

The sky remains blue
With nothing to do
The heart is done broke
Not leaving a joke
This wind still whispers
A sound so pure
The ocean still flows
Without such a foe
Proof that life's beauty
Goes beyond duty
Beyond me and you
Even with nothing to do

They Don't Own Me

At the edge ready to jump
On all their evil hearts
With their unclean desires
Crumble the dreams of all
In hopes of being set free
From the perfection they seek
Of this twisted soul of mine
This life I lead is double
Causing unneeded trouble
The chains begin to burn
And a choice has to come
The chains break under pressure
As I realize they don't own me

New

My heart is bleeding out
without so much a doubt
Sin has tainted the blood
Poor it out as a flood
Lord make me new again
I turn away from sin
Don't want another life
Don't take away the strife
Show me what breaks your heart
And make it break mine too
For your love has no part
My life will be for you

Done

The pen runs dry
our last good bye
Gone forever
This ain't better
My tears still fall
I can't stand tall
I still miss you
You it's true
Though I still run
We have to be done

Independent

These feelings I write away
So moving on will be done
By the start of a new day
It's time again to have fun
I'm not a stupid Princess
Need no one to save me
Don't want to hear you confess
I'm own my own, Can't you see
I never needed you here
But I will always love you dear

Change

Another day to come

Though thought pointless to some

Pain will be hard to bear

But Change is in the air

What tomorrow will be

Is different, You will see

Never bound to the grave

Being alive to save

Another day to come

Change is coming for some

Leaving

The last grain of sand
Ending note of songs
Don't need an extra hand
he doesn't belong
I will walk ahead
In the shinning sun
While he lays in bed
What is done is done