Saturday, February 4, 2012
A Vampire's Haunting
Pierced, tattooed, vindictive
My personalty addictive
Rebellious, Stubborn, Insane
Masochistic or Sadist with the pain
Are you scared yet?
Am I your biggest threat?
Do I haunt your nightmare?
Seems like I'm causing quite a scare
I feed from your power
Of your fear, so sour
without you, I have no hold
Your capturing soul is quite cold
Thanks for your soul
Your now broken and not whole
I guess I'm Sadist with the pain
As I watch the blood drain from your veins
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 7:27 AM 0 comments
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Mistakes
I've learned the proper good-bye
And how not to cry
I've heard all the lines
I've caused so much to undermine
I do not place blame
For the heart is not a game
One mistake can be too much
Turn this into a pile of dust
Once again I cause the end
Without a chance to amend
Same story with a new face
So far from mercy and grace
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 2:34 PM 0 comments
Labels: Depression, Good Bye, Lies, Relationship, Secrets
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Get Real
Rebel without a cause
Eagerly waiting for a star light dream
Animated for unreasonable change
Lying to ones self twisting reality
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 6:28 PM 0 comments
Labels: Depression, False Hope, Lies, Twisted
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Deciet
Another jab through the heart
Countless tears join the flood
As emotions are torn apart,
The deceit pours out with blood.
Mascara stains her once beautiful face
Holes destroy the fabric of life
As she discovers her misplace
Another group to be cast out
His trust ruined over the assumed
More people to reassure doubt
Her luck seems doomed
For no one ever sticks around
And her face stays planted on the ground
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 6:49 PM 0 comments
Labels: Depression, Fake Friend, Lies, Relationship
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Fit to Forgive
Furry flies fast altering seasons
Frost bite without much reason
Forgiveness unavailable in this wind
For winter and spring begin to blend
Isolated in ice by misplaced blame
Insanely offering something sane
Ice has covered your young soul
I'm trapped taking the ice's toll
Terribly tearing tears form my eye
That's defiantly a frozen spring lie
Time will reveal that you're wrong
Though I have enjoyed Spring all along
Foolish would it be to waste the sunlight
Insane to believe that you are worth a fight
This Twisted Soul will rejoice without you tonight!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Rose Brier
The edge of desire
Pulsing through a red rose
Deceiving with brier
Continuing it's outward grow
He is the flowing rain
His touch is my supply
As I lose what's sane
Rain falls from the sky
Addiction grows strong
Drowning that pour rose
Ignorantly ignoring the wrong
Because of what is exposed
Flirting with the edge of desire
Forgetting he is a liar
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 2:57 PM 1 comments
Labels: Lies, Lust, Relationship, Storm
Saturday, March 5, 2011
Fools' Heart
I feel her heart race,
And envy her life's grace.
Her warmth intrigues me
With this innocence I see,
The blood calls me close.
Ignorance is her diagnose:
I smell her lust quit strong,
Hear it in her voice like a song.
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 5:00 PM 1 comments
Monday, November 1, 2010
Hate to Love You
I Hate how each story makes the other a lie
I Hate how I can never tell you good bye
I Hate that you say you love me but than you marry K
I Hate how you make me believe what you say
I Hate when you add fire to my fights
I Hate what happened that night
I Hate it, I really do
But most of all I hate to love you!
*This is a really old poem that never got on here from last summer but goes along with the new one in the post above*
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 4:19 PM 1 comments
Labels: Depression, Lies, Love, Secrets
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Her Way

The story of a girl named Nix
There is something she has to fix
A confession she has to make
He turns her into something fake
Pulling strings towards him everyday
Her true self doesn't get a say
But now Nix is done with this game
Her way, the highway but no pain
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 8:33 PM 0 comments
Labels: Lies, Relationship
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
What, With, When, Why, Who?

What a fool to believe
With all that I can see
When words are all a lie
Why can't I say good bye
Who is she, better than me
Why do I still believe
When she is there for you
With comfort I can't do
What a way to end the day
Who would love me anyway?
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 10:04 AM 3 comments
Labels: Depression, Fake Friend, Lies

