Habits crawling inside of me
Though it's not what's meant to be
Isolated by my own fear
Pushing away ones that are near
My monster has all the control
I wonder if I have a soul
Or anything that's not ripped out
Though i have a serious doubt
The knife glistens with red glitter
Letting go of all the bitter
Time will start to run out tonight
Unless a Hero wants to fight
The darkest night has too much Light
Even without the stars and moon
Conforting pain is just too bright
Cursed to the point of death not soon
The pain has confusion untold
With misery that comes to stay
A broken heart that had been gold
This monster makes them go away
it's Nightmare has all the control
Unknown demonds behind each wall
Stealing every innocent soul
True love will continue to fall
But which monster is yours or mine
Their all the same bringing this pain
Deceving with the words "It's Fine"
Letting everyone think it's sane
But this maddness to have end
Even before it can begin
