Different

Anger builds up inside of me
Turning into all I can be
Ignorant lies start to burn
But people never seem to learn
Categories seem to bound
So the truth will never be found
Living by words that have control
Turning blind to what's in the soul
Love is love unless the same
Then it's nothing but a game
They say our hearts are in the wrong
and that we will never be belong
The word Different gives them fear
Causing us every single tear
The choice was never ours to choose
The way we are will make us lose

~Bisexuality~

Addiction

Habits crawling inside of me
Though it's not what's meant to be
Isolated by my own fear
Pushing away ones that are near
My monster has all the control
I wonder if I have a soul
Or anything that's not ripped out
Though i have a serious doubt
The knife glistens with red glitter
Letting go of all the bitter
Time will start to run out tonight
Unless a Hero wants to fight

(Need A) Hero

Anger breeds all this depression you see
Nothing ever what I want it to be
Home being an abandoned forest grave
A hero that doesn't know how to save
Love conquers all that it can consume
But is it the answer or is it doom
Fake smiles hold all the happiness in place
Though there is nothing left to be called grace
With every day turning into the night
A hopeless cause makes me give up the fight
Reuse me from what's crawling in my skin
I really don't want this to be the end

Hopeless Savior

Depression has it's grip on you
And all things you know to be true
Painful words are what set the day
While leaving nothing left to say
A broken heart shatters the soul
Ripping through a massive black hole
Never notice the ones around
The wicked seem to keep you bound
Love is without a thing to do
And isn't sure what's to be true
Trapped blindly by a blacked out moon
Only to wait for the sun's noon
Tied with wires Love does cry
Because the bond is afraid to die
Love hopelessly wants to save you
Though she has no clue what to do

Broken Love

Another secret yet to come
Though still I feel like we aren't done
Hidden deception with each word
Everything hanging by a chord
Maybe emotions are too high
Cause this could never be goodbye
Lyrics are never really gone
And neither is the night's new dawn
Fear is just a feeling of life
Though i feel like my back has a knife
Perfect is what's not to come
And I realize that we aren't done

Dreams

Dreams are far from reality

The hope passes by while fading

This unseen faith is nowhere here

Abondenment is all that's left

Each midnight sky surronding me

With the tears of stars drownding me

The moon bleeds red that can't be seen

Every shaddow dies in darkness

So the lies can no longer hide

This truth is the darkest anger

What produces reality

The opposite of what we dream

Reality is the nightmare

People wish the could wake up from

Though a wish is just like a dream

False hope to keep you hanging on

Keep fighting for all your dreams

And all you will discover is...

Dreams are far from reality

Monsters

The darkest night has too much Light
Even without the stars and moon
Conforting pain is just too bright
Cursed to the point of death not soon
The pain has confusion untold
With misery that comes to stay
A broken heart that had been gold
This monster makes them go away
it's Nightmare has all the control
Unknown demonds behind each wall
Stealing every innocent soul
True love will continue to fall
But which monster is yours or mine
Their all the same bringing this pain
Deceving with the words "It's Fine"
Letting everyone think it's sane
But this maddness to have end
Even before it can begin

Why?

B

Anger, rage all of those i wish i could be
Anything at allbut this sadness you see
You caused this distruction, this maddness here
I gave you to much without any fear
Unfading scars remind me of the past
And the only thing left to say is why
You say 'I Love You' but wish i would die
Do you feel better when you see me fall
or when you watch me run into the wall?
Every tear makes you that much better
Knowing i was just a rebond off her
Your true colors show here on the ground
Every word you said has a certain bound
Anger, Death all of those I wish I could be
Anything but this depression you see

No Shaddows

The stars fade out to the darkest night
Lack of Hope is the cause of no fight
The new moon glistens with poisin black
Hidden red fron the knife in her back
Such aloneness is an empty feel
Such a best friend with a broken deal
Never imagine this type of pain
Being numb is keeping her this sane
Angel is what everyone can sww
But hidden horns are what's meant to be
The shaddows can be what's really true
During the night though, there's no shaddows for you
The stars fade out to the darkest night
The lies reveal cause there is no light

Relief

The moon bleeds red tears for her
stars die in agony too

Midnight aloneness is fate

way to familiar a pain

laying awake from nightmares

Shove things into reality

Survival rate is zero

With a traitors death to bear

Tears fall from her face and arm

Relief is still yet to come

Leaving her in a time of need

Her blood leaves at her worst

as her heart begins to fail

Like the story of her Life

It's never enough to be

The end of her is relief
If such a word is to say

suicide