Vampirism

Admit I love him though
Before twilight he is not alive
Cannibal is what some will say but
Don't be tricked by a play of words
Every night will be lethal
For he lives to feed and murder
Gaining soul and strength he will
Hinder worthless beings
I though am not worthless
Just because love is true
Kiss away the pain of death
Lie to me about what's next
Make me like you are
Never will I be worthless
Others will envy at my sight
Problems will be no more
Questions about you will be
Reveled when I am different
Sadness will be left behind with
Thoughts of past destroyed
Uniformed men will be no match
Victory will live in my blood
Why would I wish any different
Xamine my worthiness tonight
Yonder take me away
Zip the thread of life away tonight

Runaway

The day is young but hard to bear
Nothing at all is ever fair
Like the midnight sun you can not see
or everything that's "meant to be"
The frailty of every soul
Joins depression to take it's toll
While her arm soaks in blood red tears
Letting go of these so called fears
The ones around see nothing wrong
though she knows she doesn't belong
Love is what is wants to believe
Harm though she doesn't want to see
No one should have to go through this
She wants her friends to have their bliss
She keeps running till far away
And lets the rest enjoy their day

Opened Eyes

Tonight the world turns upside down
Without so much of a small sound
No promise can even stay true
While there's nothing else left to do
No hope to gain but bear the harm
Don't wait for the blaring alarm
Open the eyes to what's been blind
Don't get stuck with ones left behind
Nothings changed it's all the same
So don't run to make another blame
You saw things from a different eye
And had to say a last Good Bye
Fate won't change for what you call love
While still you find hope from above
Don't hold your breathe for what is right
Reality is quite a bite

Darkness

There's always a hidden Shadow
And in it is another foe
Darkness can lurk around at noon
So what's to expect with the moon
Evil will hide in every soul
While anger starts to take it's toll
No promise it will be alright
Pray it won't turn into a fight
And the night won't darken pitch black
While hoping there's nothing you lack
This is what life will turn into
Suck there's nothing you can do

Last Kiss

Words that should never be said
Thought that should not be in mind
Relation that can't be dead
Though all this i seem to find
Words of hatred cover pain
seemed better that way
Though I can not stand the rain
Feeling different then I say
Thoughts that are too blunt to think
Though there buzzing in my head
Turning into words that sink
Can't take back what is said
Causing relationship to fail
Over mistrust that lead to lie
Don't forget we had it all
So this won't turn into good-bye
True love can conquer this
But let this be our Last Kiss

Hope

Another dark unending night
While never giving up a hopeless fight
Love is unstoppable or so we say
Because we know each night turns to day
Or at least we hope it wont rain forever
While we thirve on summer being better
We both believe in love just to survive
And it's our love that makes us feel alive
Even in the night there's light from Fireflies
If stars could love there would be no more good-bye
They could save us all from what we call life
No more pain, suffering or even strife
And then again we know the star can't love
Though we still live from the hope from above

Different

Anger builds up inside of me
Turning into all I can be
Ignorant lies start to burn
But people never seem to learn
Categories seem to bound
So the truth will never be found
Living by words that have control
Turning blind to what's in the soul
Love is love unless the same
Then it's nothing but a game
They say our hearts are in the wrong
and that we will never be belong
The word Different gives them fear
Causing us every single tear
The choice was never ours to choose
The way we are will make us lose

~Bisexuality~

Addiction

Habits crawling inside of me
Though it's not what's meant to be
Isolated by my own fear
Pushing away ones that are near
My monster has all the control
I wonder if I have a soul
Or anything that's not ripped out
Though i have a serious doubt
The knife glistens with red glitter
Letting go of all the bitter
Time will start to run out tonight
Unless a Hero wants to fight

(Need A) Hero

Anger breeds all this depression you see
Nothing ever what I want it to be
Home being an abandoned forest grave
A hero that doesn't know how to save
Love conquers all that it can consume
But is it the answer or is it doom
Fake smiles hold all the happiness in place
Though there is nothing left to be called grace
With every day turning into the night
A hopeless cause makes me give up the fight
Reuse me from what's crawling in my skin
I really don't want this to be the end

Hopeless Savior

Depression has it's grip on you
And all things you know to be true
Painful words are what set the day
While leaving nothing left to say
A broken heart shatters the soul
Ripping through a massive black hole
Never notice the ones around
The wicked seem to keep you bound
Love is without a thing to do
And isn't sure what's to be true
Trapped blindly by a blacked out moon
Only to wait for the sun's noon
Tied with wires Love does cry
Because the bond is afraid to die
Love hopelessly wants to save you
Though she has no clue what to do