Wonder

Again I hear your voice mail
And wonder if I should bail
You lie saying your alright
Wonder if it's worth the fight
Then all I love turns to dust
Everything becomes a fuss
Wonder when it gets better
You believe its forever
Or could always just be a lie
Wonder if you would say bye
If you read what I write
Reality is a bite
Wonder why I hear your voice mail

Just Words

Another case of writers block
A blank page with thoughts of you
No rhymes show how I feel tonight
Without you here so far away

Again a cause of writers block
A blank page of feelings for you
No rhymes explain the failing heart
When there's always an argument

The stupid case of writers block
A blank page that will stand alone
No rhymes can equal out the pain
Of another day without them

This Time

There comes a point in time
When you have to let go
It's all that's left to do
But this time I don't know

Can love conquer it all
When every things a mess?
Can love still hold on
When it's time to confess?

There comes a point in time
When you just can't let go
Cause it's all you have left
But this time I don't know

Her Way

The story of a girl named Nix
There is something she has to fix
A confession she has to make
He turns her into something fake
Pulling strings towards him everyday
Her true self doesn't get a say
But now Nix is done with this game
Her way, the highway but no pain

New

My heart is bleeding out
without so much a doubt
Sin has tainted the blood
Poor it out as a flood
Lord make me new again
I turn away from sin
Don't want another life
Don't take away the strife
Show me what breaks your heart
And make it break mine too
For your love has no part
My life will be for you

Done

The pen runs dry
our last good bye
Gone forever
This ain't better
My tears still fall
I can't stand tall
I still miss you
You it's true
Though I still run
We have to be done

Independent

These feelings I write away
So moving on will be done
By the start of a new day
It's time again to have fun
I'm not a stupid Princess
Need no one to save me
Don't want to hear you confess
I'm own my own, Can't you see
I never needed you here
But I will always love you dear

Change

Another day to come

Though thought pointless to some

Pain will be hard to bear

But Change is in the air

What tomorrow will be

Is different, You will see

Never bound to the grave

Being alive to save

Another day to come

Change is coming for some

Leaving

The last grain of sand
Ending note of songs
Don't need an extra hand
he doesn't belong
I will walk ahead
In the shinning sun
While he lays in bed
What is done is done

Poet

These writings are a way of life
To make it through each painful night
Without having to use the knife
In this world it's always a fight
The pencil writes down all my pain
It's the very least to keep me sane