Defeated in Love

 
As bombs fall from the air
My heart still feels deep despair
For the girl back home
Who left me all alone


My heart is aching
& My back is breaking
I love her so
But she keeps say'n no
  
Got a dangerous life ahead
Hope i don't end up dead
I hope she will see
We was meant to last for eternity
  
I hope she'll forget me
But i doubt she will agree
I try to keep my head held high
But somtimes i just break down & cry


All that's left now is smoldering fires & choking smoke
similar to my  heart after your real cruel joke
Everytime i think of you
I start felling kinda blue


 I guess I wasn't enough
As if this place isn't already tough
Another mission completed
But as for love I am defeated


Time to pack up again
But without you I cannot win


I co-wrote this with a friend is just beginning to write; Stanzas 1, 6-7 are mine

Rose Brier

The edge of desire
Pulsing through a red rose
Deceiving with brier
Continuing it's outward grow

He is the flowing rain
His touch is my supply
As I lose what's sane
Rain falls from the sky

Addiction grows strong
Drowning that pour rose
Ignorantly ignoring the wrong
Because of what is exposed

Flirting with the edge of desire
Forgetting he is a liar

Twenty First Century Insanity

No longer will I wait up for you
For too long has time grew
And showed me my mistakes,
Your daggers and stakes
Freedom runs through the creek
With the pureness I seek.
Barefoot I walk the trail
For blindly I have fell,
Twentieth Century insanity
blends so well with its vanity.
The old Magic is left behind
By this world's small mind.

Pure

The Magically Untouchable awaits,
Down the stream of pure nature
So close to reality,
Yet untouched by insanity
She's there:
Dipping in to the old world
Embraced though by our world
Everything beyond words
Sight or Emotion
But nothing at all,
Except the insanity sinking in!
She is my Fairy
The pureness left inside of me

Runaway

Attempt to write away the  pain
For what else is there to gain?
Inside spikes up the hate
Myself begins to depreciate

Runaway another time
While others remain blind
Kick, Scream, Shout!
while others start to doubt

Place blame where it belongs
Tell me it's not wrong
I can't control insanity
Far away from humanity

Fools' Heart



I feel her heart race,
And envy her life's grace.
Her warmth intrigues me
With this innocence I see,
The blood calls me close.
Ignorance is her diagnose:
I smell her lust quit strong,
Hear it in her voice like a song.

A fools heart is most capturing

For you can feel it shattering

As the truth is uncovered.

My Identity is discovered

Right before death does us part.

Poor, Poor fools heart

Perspetive Reality

On the edge of reality
At the calming sea
On the edge of a breakthrough
Deciphering what's true.

There goes gravity
And "meant to be"
There goes me and you
In the oceans blue

I see never ending possibility
Without any guarantee
I see it's time to review
What I thought I knew

Empty

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


The words I said I didn't mean.

Angry, agony swell up in me.
Overwhelming pain drowns me.
Your gone.
There is no forever.
I become lost, broken but alive.
Life is now a strange sensation.
What is life without love?

Running Away

Another second, hour, day away
Taking a step towards over you
Ignoring memories that replay
Another night I made it through
Scars begin to slowly heal
I begin to see God's Grace
Though this break is not ideal
Another moment to pick up the pace

End

Searching for a way
To end this dreadful day
The sun has already set
Though the night is not over yet

The razor calls out to me
Promises I can be free
But I know it lies all to well
Restraint is about to fail

Need out of this mess
Away from the stress
I miss my friend
This can't be the end