Friday, October 28, 2011
Soul
Sin has tainted the soul
And the heart has taken a toll
tears pour out like a flood
Leaving only the taste of blood
Face down on the ragged foor
Remember there is no lock on the door
While your down start to pray
Don't Forget the end is not today
These problems are actually quite small
When you realize God stands tall
You were caught up in your rhyme
While wasting precious time
Love is the answer to fear
So wipe away every tear
Perfection is not your goal
Just give Jesus that tainted Soul
I promise he will make you whole ♥
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 11:21 AM 0 comments
Labels: Depression, Jesus, Love
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Mistakes
I've learned the proper good-bye
And how not to cry
I've heard all the lines
I've caused so much to undermine
I do not place blame
For the heart is not a game
One mistake can be too much
Turn this into a pile of dust
Once again I cause the end
Without a chance to amend
Same story with a new face
So far from mercy and grace
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 2:34 PM 0 comments
Labels: Depression, Good Bye, Lies, Relationship, Secrets
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Get Real
Rebel without a cause
Eagerly waiting for a star light dream
Animated for unreasonable change
Lying to ones self twisting reality
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 6:28 PM 0 comments
Labels: Depression, False Hope, Lies, Twisted
Monday, October 10, 2011
Fallen Angel
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 7:51 PM 0 comments
Labels: Depression, Hell, Suicide
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Response to Previous Post
For the world is blind to see
everything that you could be
Foolish I must say,
For they waste away the day
Importance they do lack
Along with their failed attack
Look just beyond the hate
And the ignorance growing rate
Love's strengthen begins to glow
Hope your ready for a show
For this world has not seen
An epic duo like you and me
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 8:14 PM 0 comments
Poem From My Boyfriend
What is there to see in me?
This is no poem of insecurity
Just one out of curiosity
Most approach me with animosity
They treat me with inhumanity
Laughing at their atrocities
But you treat me differently
Show me the up most generosity
A feeling of amorosity
I have protection, strosty
Others look at me as a monstrosity
As I go through the day anonymously
Keeping under the radar, complete animosity
You look at me with complete virtuosity
They see me me, quite plainly
What they say comes out vainly
For that, my heart, I give to you willingly
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 8:13 PM 0 comments
Labels: Love
This is Halloween
I want a love like Sally and Jack
A Christmas orange and black
Let everyday be Halloween
And I will be its queen
I want to live in this land
Where it is never bland
Where there is no throwing snowballs
Only throwing heads
"and absolutely no one's dead"
And just because I can't see it
Doesn't mean I won't believe it
This is the most horrible vision
Oh how splendid!
All I need is you to be my Jack
All dressed in black
My " master of fright
And a demon of light"
That can take off your head
For you are dead
Forever I will be your sally
And live in this Halloween Valley!
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 7:01 PM 0 comments
Labels: Love, Relationship
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Another Poem
Attempt to write the pain away
Same shit, different damned day
Nothing ever new to say!
There's an aching in my brain
Please tell me I haven't gone insane!
What drug is this running through my vein?
Stupid words have to rhyme,
This is a waste of worthless time
Such nonsense should be a lethal crime!
My twisted actions, so disarray
Trapped in thoughts too mundane
A life stuck in sicking, insane slime
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 5:06 PM 1 comments
Labels: Depression, Suicide, Twisted
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Ending
Love begins to fade away
Though it's a bright sunny day
Mascara begins to run
though heartbreak is far from done
Forever wasn't long enough
Though I tried to stay tough
Sisterhood flies away in the wind
Forcing this to be the end
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 3:22 PM 0 comments
Labels: Fake Friend, Good Bye, Secrets
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Pressure
I'm sorry that my hair and skin are tainted black,
My hair isn't blonde enough to blend right in.
I apologize my piercings are so taboo,
Too many holes to please society.
Forgive me for my ideas are absurd,
Normality can never be my style.
Once again I brace for the attack,
Waiting for the end before it even begins.
Searching through lies for what's true,
To determine what's "meant to be."
Another voice gone unheard,
For society's pressure has gone hostile.
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 1:46 PM 0 comments
Labels: Depression, Hurtful Words, Labels
