Something New

Your breathe is too close,
Taste too intoxicating.
So many thoughts imposed,
You're just oh so fascinating!

One kiss leads to another,
While night fades into a new day.
There's so much left to discover,
So many words left to say. . .

It's still the summer season,
Secrets remain under key.
But if the monster is to disagree,
To learn the name, Steven. . .

To handle the attack. . .
is too much to hope,
though I'm starting to devote
To this Fatal attraction

One step too far,
Could induce a broken heart. . .
It's worth the risk
Of the feeling: Just Kissed ♥

Numb

I'm being told to write
but i have nothing to say.
Which is quite a fright!
The monster has gone astray. . .

What if he's my only light,,
my dark and passionate insight?

The madness may be key!
The very absence I adore,
May be the only thing to see!
What if I need the raging war?

I need something to believe,
that will set me free!

Darling, It Just Can't Be

Darling your expectations are just too high,
And I'm drowning as more days go by.
This isn't the love you strive for my dear,
And in time it will be oh so clear.

But his kiss is something new. . .
You can see it in my eyes,
That this could be something true.
Don't you see the brighter skies?

Darling, Please don't cry again this time,
Or act as though this is such a lethal crime.
My dear, Try to find your own brighter sky,
It's not as though you don't already fly so high.

There isn't room for compromise. . .
Our story can't be revised,
So, Stop trying to over analyze!
You shouldn't even be surprised.

So Darling, Please hold your head up for a new start,
broken is not of the words that should describe our hearts

Fading Memories

Shooting stars and brown guitars
Autumn leaves floating softly
Gray eyes, Purple shoes
Happy melodies, pink pick
All to soon shall memories fade

Ask and Thy Shall Recieve

Try not to ask,
but still thy question.
If there's an unseen mask,
Leading to depression.



Key elements may be lost,
As thy blindly walk about.
Never knowing the true cost,
Which may cause quite a doubt!

But still thy venture on,
as an uncertain fool.
As blindness has thy drawn,
Thy future may be cruel!

Who Doesn't?

We scream, we shout, we place blame.
We hug, We kiss, We make up.
You push and push,
I rebel.
You hold me in your arms,
And its so relaxing.
Darling your morals are so high,
So easy to drown in.
Your Smile is contagious,
Nothing makes me feel better!
Rich Kid with big expectations meets
Rebellious check without a cause.
Sometimes it's just crazy,
But who doesn't love a Roller Coaster?

Delaying

Love and lies they intertwine
begin to define "I'm just fine."
Pain and happiness swell within
Causing the greatest of all sin.
Coffee and chocolate, quite a delight.
The mask will cover your inner fight.
But Why oh why, must you try
To delay this fateful good bye.
Endings create beginnings
And they aren't always cringing!

Reality:

Perfection: unattainable.
Death: achievable
Everything Else: Circumstantial.  

Memories

I watch the memories from the scars pour
As I reminisce on what they stand for:

One - For the friend who confesses his Love
Than to our friendship he gives a shove!
Two - To the friend who just wants to screw
Who pretends to care what I go through!
Three - The Innocent one that deems me an addict
Oh, what that friendship did in fact inflict!
Four - Baby sister who abandons me over a boy
Like I'm just some outdated, overused toy!
Five - For the Help "I hope you get through this"
Well my friend, Ignorance can be quite bliss!

The last two Memories hurt more than the eye may see. . .
Six - For the love, I fucked up and lost
These mistakes came at quite a cost
Seven - Dedicated  to my dreams with him
That meet a fate quite grim

These Memories won't fade away
But still I must face another day. . .

Alone

Outcasted again
With reoccurring silence
But scars never leave