Tempting

He keeps calling my name
Mocking me like its a game
Than putting me to blame
His promises are misery
Reminding me of my history
Telling me it's just a tiny injury
Leaving corruption in my brain
Surely he won't hit a vein
Have I gone completely insane
He won't leave me tonight
No matter how much I put up a fight
I'll just have wait till daylight

A Vampire's Haunting

Pierced, tattooed, vindictive
My personalty addictive
Rebellious, Stubborn, Insane
Masochistic or Sadist with the pain

Are you scared yet?
Am I your biggest threat?
Do I haunt your nightmare?
Seems like I'm causing quite a scare



I feed from your power
Of your fear, so sour
without you, I have no hold
Your capturing soul is quite cold


Thanks for your soul
Your now broken and not whole
I guess I'm Sadist with the pain
As I watch the blood drain from your veins

Which Side?

So much I leave left inside
Others believe that part of me has died
So many thoughts I store away
But still I want to run from everyday
The past should be faded
But my mind is quite shaded
Two lives I try to lead
One tries to constantly plead
Insanity vs. a heart that’s pure
Still the choice remains unsure
The rebel wants her edging side
Though I want to be a future bride
Can I find the middle ground
Before I helplessly drowned?

Keep Fighting

Your scars, yeah I've had them on my wrist
My life, yeah I wonder if it even exist
Those drugs, yeah they affected my brain
Those thought, yeah they made me insane

I also believed there was no solution
No hope for any type of revolution
I believed all reason was gone
So to all, I was withdrawn

Today, the scars have disappeared
Today, my life has become clear
Today, those drugs are a memory
Today, my thoughts aren't the enemy


Our life is a story in the writing
So please, just keep fighting

Armageddon

The serpent whispers in the wind once again
Comforting lies undermines to destruction 
Lust, addictions, the ways of the world
Conforming, Controlling while love is curled
Anger, Agony, Arrogance swell up among us
As mere humans continue to transgress
Drifting from love, patience and mercy
Deceived to believe they are unworthy
As the Fallen plot Armageddon  
Using the masses as a weapon
The Bible though will stand without falter
The followers remain unaltered
Triumph will ring through Heaven
After stomping Satan's oppression
For now it's time to choose your side
Carefully you shall pick your allied
For the war's future is laid out
Without so much a single doubt
The choice rest in your hands
And goes deeper than the lands
Eternal Love or Earthly Lust
A choice becomes a must
For if none thou are fallen too
With mockery of Satan's masses rule
Time is running short
Who do you support?

Judgment

My skin is pierced and tainted black
My lust may get the best of me
I live within all the world's sin
Hypocrites are ready to attack
Hoping to defeat what's left of me
But they don't know where to begin
Ignorant of everything they lack
Fake but so ready to judge me
With society they surely blend
The lies begin to lose track
Drowning in the open sea
Consumed by earthly skin
Reaching for a helping hand
No longer pretending life is grand
Grasping for a Bible this time
Tired of rhyme and crime
Realizing God's love does not condemn
Instead it Saves, Jesus saves

Unheard Riot

I know your fears,
I have faced them all before
I know your pain,
I have felt your scars
I know your tears,
For I have cried them too

But I don't know why,
They control our fears
Why we let them cut our scars
Why we waste our tears on such monstrosity

Where is our backbone?
Where is our voice?
Our riot is unheard!
As an outcast we hold power
We are individuals
We are strong
And we should not give up

Dear Bobby

Today hits harder than days before

As birthday wishes light up a page,

Wishes that barely hit the ceiling

Never less than reach up to heaven,

Where you fly with eagles and angels

You lead the band in glorious praise,

Another day you have prefect bliss

Selfish it would be to want you back

While you stay in the arms of Jesus,

But oh I miss your smile and that cape,  

My wish though is to make this amend

The one you will never get to hear

And the roses you will never receive,

To wait another day is too late

 I realize as I wipe the leaves away,

This grave marks the regret left inside

A lesson to learn as bridges burn,

Forgiveness lingers within your soul
Though too far away in heaven’s realm,

I hope you know of my compassion

As we wait to be reunited,

But for now you live in memory

With such cherished love from an old friend

Fallen

Heaven or Hell, she could not decide
 So she was cast out from above
Losing all the gracious love
Love or Power, she could not decide
For she was so blind to the devil's lie
So to both, she had to say goodbye
Scream, Yell, Shout your worst
Show them the hate so dear to Satan
Hypocrite this wrath is your sin
Kick, Stab, Do your worst
Make your voice the only sound
So to this hate, she is bound
In the end, your the reason she hit the ground

Truth is

We avoid dying at any cost
As though it will never take place
But we know it all ends in fire or frost
Still we continue to live in a haste
As if next week will always come
As if one season always leads to another
Though we watch the death of a brother
Indulging in the grief of rum
We stumble around in a deep sleep
Unaware of natures comforting calm
Not caring of a soul that is deep
Losing the praise of every psalm
The truth is you learn to live as you die
When it's not so scary to say good-bye