Cruel Game

Could you not see me breaking down;
Or did you just not care at all?
Were you gonna watch me as I drown;
Or was your stuff already in a u-haul?

Lies piled upon lies became devastating!
How could Love, be just another Line?
This game of yours became suffocating!
Only faded memories, After all this time?

How could I be such an ignorant fool?
And How could you just be, so Cruel?

Manic Depressive

That manic state is reoccurring,
While numb feelings close the gaps.
The heartbreak is indeed incurring,
As I wait for the collapse . . .
Indecisive on the chance to leave,
While time is caving in upon me.
Do I simply choose to deceive;
Or stop trying to flee?
The answer isn’t so black and white!
Even after all this time,
It’s still quite a fright!